Alone

Dare I trust again?
They told me they loved me
Then beat me and bruised me

Was it really love I felt?
I really thought they loved me,
But now I know they didn’t

Dare I fall again?
He swore that he loved me,
But mistreated and misused me.

Was it really love I felt?
I really thought I loved him,
But now I’m not so sure I even believe in love.

So many questions no one can answer…
Am I cursed to die this way…
Confused, upset and alone?
And if so, must I keep living?
Why does everyone lie to me?
Why can’t someone just love me?