Falling

Falling, falling

Over and over again
Trapped in this plummeting motion

Just to quickly, fatally hit rock bottom,

Then to just start falling again

Before I even stand back up

Before my wounds even heal.

It's like I hope they'll heal faster

If i don't have to lie on the ground calling out in pain

How I wish I could stay in mid air,
Or fall without crashing into Earth.

Or even if I could just use a parachute,

To soften my landing just a little.

Or, just to stay grounded,

Even if I never got to fly again in my life,

It would be better than taking another fall, just to realize there's no one to help me up this time.